Dear all,

I have trouble thinking of titles for journals on here. So I used song lyrics for it. The title has a little bit to do with title. I am super excited I got to try out a skin. I think I picked a nice one.

Recently I put an ad on the forums to see if anyone was interested in commissioning me for cosplay masks. I have been perfecting a good technique for them. I was really happy to see people were interested. I will have more information in the next week or so with more information and pictures of the work I have done. I will be posting another thread on the forums again with my DA link...I could understand if people are hesitant since I don't have anything up yet about commissions. I assure everyone it will be up soon. Another thing I was thinking to go premium soon also. ^_^ It should be a good thing. My DA will look prettier for sure. It is just a thought.

I really have been feeling like I have been missing lots of opportunities lately. This past weekend I was going to go on a date. I had to cancel it....again. Every time we try to make plans they end up falling through. Which sucks...big time. I just really hope he doesn't get fed up and say...I don't care anymore. (Like how I put the title in this? I sure do lol) Not only that, I am beginning to think all of my friends are hermits. I barely see any of them any more. This makes my heart sad. I haven't seen my sister for a good while. She is at college far enough where it is hard to see her. I miss her.

My job hunt is going pretty bad. I apply to many places...and no one calls. The thing is I do have experience. So I don't see why. I guess it is just the economy. Why is the world such a bitch???! Lol,I tried going to the bank today. I got up really early to go...and it was closed. Today is Veteran's Day. Guess I just have to go tomorrow..but today was just another missed opportunity again. It is definitely not my week.

Thanks all for reading! ^_^

Cassie